was reading through my older post and realised my writing style and mindset are so different now. and i actually scoffed at how childish some posts seem to be.
besides that tho, i do miss my older self. my past naivety, innocence and optimism. i loved more, criticised less, and definitely smiled and laughed more.
being constantly at extreme ends of spectrums, perhaps it's the balance between being dumb+happy and realistic+depressed that i need to achieve.
also learning to look for every silver lining, no matter how tiny, in the darkest of clouds. and thanking god for remembering to leave me a way out in every single messy situation.
i'll be back soon. to my upgraded younger self =) i hope. xD
optimism at its best. i'll take control starting now.
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